Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Wherein I talk about weight issues

I've never thought of myself as "skinny" or "fat". I always thought of myself as average. Even at 17 and 115 lbs, I still never thought of myself as skinny. I never really paid any attention to what I ate. I ate what I wanted. Pretty much still do.

However, I'm starting to notice things have changed. It's not as easy to lose weight anymore. I have to work harder. Eat better. Work out more. I won't go into specifics, but I found a Watchers of the Weight book. It was from the fall/summer of 2010. I looked at the last recorded weight, around the beginning of summer. Then, I went and weighed myself. I knew I'd put on weight. I knew I wouldn't be happy with the number. Y'all, I've gained 30 lbs.  30 pounds. That's a 3 year old!

To say it depressed me is an understatement. I've never been this size/weight in my life. I still don't really think of myself as "fat." (How I loathe that word.) I am overweight. Even for someone with a large frame, (which I do not have) I'm overweight. I need to lose this weight.

So, I'm trying. I'm working out more than I was (which was never). I've got to work on the whole "not eating my body weight in Nutella and ice cream everyday" thing. I enjoy going to classes at the YMCA. I'm really not good at working out on my own. I need someone to hold me accountable for doing a complete workout. I've found some classes I really enjoy ( I know, enjoying a workout is crazy), and am trying others to find out what else I like. I've tried Pilates (meh), Yoga (yay!), a Basic Training class (awesome, but HARD), and this week I'm trying kickboxing or spin.

What are your thoughts, oh internetz? What classes do you not hate?